Saturday, July 11, 2009

Retrospection time

3 years have passed like nothing,just one more left...

and then I'm out of my college

and what remains will be a degree certificate and a marklist that's already too stained for my taste.....

i knew i wasn't the worst,i know still i'm not......

I hate to think of it, even less to admit but i've indeed become an average if i was ever better....

There is no spark left, if there ever was...

I could've never imagined that i would turn out to be like this. If someone had lend me a time machine in the past and i'd seen the present me,i'd have bet on my library that it's not me(and that's saying something).......

People have started talking about the other option...but i don't even have a single one.

The lowest point came when i called Naseef the other day and he was talking about GATE coaching(oh my god, Naseef!)...He might've been joking but the mere fact that he'd heard of them shocked me...Hey Neeraj, not everything in this world is as it used to be...

And Aswin has already completed GRE training, i don't get how people still want to continue with this thing even after 4 years of crap...

More and more are going for MBA coaching- Alen, Anand,Bastian,....

To be frank, that seems the best of options unless you aren't ambitious like Prajin. He's having his IAS dreams. Okay,best of luck!

The worst thing that can happen to anyone is not knowing what he truly wants. I know my dad will agree to anything but i don't have an answer when he asks what....

I hope i can take a decision soon

hasta la vista :)